Have faith, ♥

Behind every smile, you don't see the amount of tears i cry.

Because I loved you, but you didn't love me back.

Because you stole the key, ran into my heart, and refused to get out.

Because I'm too weak, too useless to forget you, to throw you out of my heart.

Someday, I wanna be able to shout confidently,

'BOY, I'VE GOTTEN OVER YOU AND THIS TIME I'M SURE OF IT.'

School was marvellous today. I laughed like a bitch and scolded like a bitch. I enjoyed every part of today for as far as I can remember. I guess.

Well started the day by feeling energetic Idk why. (: I didn't feel tired when I first woke up but then when I was brushing my teeth I started feeling like I was gonna collapse anytime.

Went to school with Pamela and Jamie arrived at school, giving Pamela a paper of Xinjing's status. LOOK HERE ALRIGHT, I WRITE YOUR NAME BIGBIG HERE, WE NOT SCARED OKAY. (: Dono is who scared lorrrrr, today I say want find her then quickquick go Library. (:

Not big enough? here's a large one for you .

XINJING, i hate you he hate you she hate you.

And you know what Michelle told me today? "Eh Fiona, you know right, *points to IN Paper, dono what biscuits & then one bigbig caption " I want to be pretty "* I show Yiting this, then Yiting said "XINJING", Mdm Yati beside then she laughing." AHAHAHA ! Pathetic right? Even teachers dislike her, I heard Mr Tan Kim Kia also hates her. Tsktsktsk.

I was really fed up with her because of her status. According to them it's this.

Don't think so higly of yourself cos i think you are far lower than me. Slut! Slutter than me alot man, still say in secret, come lah shout straight in my face. I think the person you like also won't like you lorh, please, shave your fugly hair lah. Zzz. No life.

Alright, a few things I wanna highlight about.

Don't think so highly of yourself: Hah, sry, you referring to yourself? You also thiink very highly of yourself when you think that she is 'far lower than' you.
'cos i think you are far lower than me': Eh brainless? Slapping yourself literally? You think so highly of yourself as well.
Slutter than me a lot man: So you agree that you also slutty la? &&, wad's SLUTTER ?
Come lah shout straight in my face: L.O.L. When I say I want find you last year where you run to? When I go Library today & you were in there, you were scared. Pamela and Jamie FELT IT.
I think the person you like also won't like you lorh, please, shave your fugly hair lah. Zzz. No life: HAHA, THEN THE PERSON YOU LIKE WILL LIKE YOU? Sry, pls go to the front of a mirror and stare at your face in the mirror, then think again before you talk. Shameless. & Idk who's hair is uglier than yours. Yours looks like some hair from a Lion's mane. -.- Lastly, scold people no life. You got life ah? I didn't know. You stalk people and you have the face to scold people LIFELESS?

I was super pissed at this status, regardless of whatever person she's referring to. And whatever she says, IT'S LIKE SHE'S TALKING ABOUT HERSELF. -.-

When i appeared at the library Pamela said "Idk why she like see we walk past she very scared then immediately act like talking to liangwei. When we first go into the library also."

I forgot what happened after which. Oh yeah, had Literature.

LITERATURE WAS HILARIOUS I TELL YOU .

We had to hand up our Literature drawing. Then Junhup refused to lemme see his drawing. & then Ms Maly was talking a lotttt about Macbeth and Literature and all, then he was listening, so I secretly snatched the file from his table and he couldn't get it back in time i saw it and i started laughing and i cried from laughing . Huimei laugh super loud cannn . ._.

& Ms Maly turned around to ask if we were alright. AHAHA he made me lmao!

Then he put his file under his table, put a few newspapers and his pupils planner on top of it. His drawing is inside. So I wanted to read the text so I tried stealing it by putting my hand under my table then reaching towards his. He didn't notice until he wanted to turn around to talk to me and he was like "WTF!!!!". Michelle saw everything and she kept laughing with me. :D I failllllllllll i know D:

Butbut I managed to throw a paper ball into the dustbin RIGHT INSIDE during English, teacher nvr come la, (: I'm better than Jefferson and Junhup. A LOT :p

CO was even funnier. Buttthen I lazy elaborate alr, i'm tireddd . On the way home we laughed like bitches loudly cos of my African jokes and my super lame "I... Don't know". :D

I'm chatting with Jamie on facebook.

I'm chatting with Thaddeus via sms, we're playing truth game!

Byebyeeeeeeeee .