All because I had to hide the way I feel about you. 

Life's being so bitchy. ._. I'm alr very tired myself and my parents don't understand. All my mom says is "Your syf so stressful then you don't go la, ask teacher call me I tell teacher let you quit, wad co all that idc, you better come back for tuition. You think you very tired is it? Then me leh?" Apparently she doesn't understand how i feel about syf and co, and she doesn't understand how tiring it is but how much i like it and enjoy the time. I'm tired, but it's just this 4 more days and she doesn't want to listen. I try to help out at home but she only knows how to scold me and say that she's more tired than me so i shd do more things. Hello, i've been sitting in the hall since around 9am - 3pm for rehearsal k. I know, I want to go for rehearsal myself, but it's just these LAST FOUR DAYS OF REHEARSAL CAN'T SHE FREAKING GIVE IN?!

I can't even focus alr. ._. I really want evg co to continue getting gold with honours. I want it to be consecutive gwh. I want zhanglaoshi to be the best conductor. I want evg co to be the best of the best. I want every co member to be proud of themselves and the hardwork that we put in just for this syf. I want her to understand. 

Im really tired. Im going to sleep alr, bye .